Thursday, September 20, 2007
MABEL - PANTYok. jux came home frm work. nahx. so sianx. but wad to do?? i got no money. onli left $50 in moi bank acc.. HAHA! n i finsh moi pay in 3 dae ler. now onli wait for de nx pay.
i reali regret la. regret y i always do things so harshly. giving other ppl promises when i don even noe if i can do it. den in de end.. forcing moiself to fulfill de promise. how shd i tel him?? how can i face him in de future?? hahas. actuali i already dono how to face him 2yr ago liaox. hahs. but things seems to get more complicated. n i don even noe how to solve it now.
i shd nt let moi heart soften at tt dae. n thins will b beta. i shd nt hab asked what happen.. n shd nt hab listen to de others. so i wont noe how much hurt i hab caused. n i wont be guilty tt dae n do so much stupid thins tt made thins worse.
to think back. i treat him this wae, but i stil can whine when de other treat me this wae. im bad ain't i?? haix. i noe :/
so sick n moody la. saw so mani ppl de past few dae. but i din even went to talk to dem. hhas. sick n no mood mahx. saw clement on bus.. but he tried to trip me. n i almost fell :/ chat a lill n off i go. saw lifen n esther during work today.. hahas. but i was busy. so sad tt moi darling debbie n zijun senior nt der. saw mark on train. neva approach him cos i don feel lyk talkin. n mani more la. hahas. i so bad.. ! haha!